In an abyss..
Dismal black
Looking at some of my most horrible demons
Hiding in deep crevices I rarely visit
As I face them,
as I look hard at them
They look back at me fearlessly
They all seem to say
This is you too
We are you...
Hide away in the light
Pretend as much as you want
But we will be right here
We won't go away
We will be here to show you
How much you still have to do
I try I fail I try again I get tired
And then I give up
Turn around, pick up the pieces
And go back to this illusion called life
Doing what I must do
Each time I fall
I try desperately to crawl out
From that deep dark abyss
and I can hear these demons call me
Laugh n mock me
These wounds that I inflict
Will haunt me till eternity
I still look for a way to heal them
And I find nothing that's enough
I know I will have to revisit them
N keep revisiting till one of us wins
This abyss which I visit once in a while
To return stronger or weaker
or the other one
from which I shall never return!!
